Those two pints of ice cream are gone.

But I'm on my period, and I hadn't had ice cream in a few months so I'm allowed, right?

I think so. But I hope to go to the gym either tomorrow or Tuesday to make up for it.

:D

Went to the rec (yesterday) with Somayah. Before we left for the night, we did our usual weigh-in.

186.6 lbs.

So, in the last 2 1/2 weeks I've lost 4.4 pounds just about.

Over the last few days, I've really cut down on my per-meal usual portions, which most likely helped.

I did buy a milkshake (long eaten) and 2 pints of ice cream that I don't plan on touching until Saturday during our post-workout hangout.

And those Thin Mints haven't been touched yet either.

I like treadmills

Went to the rec this morning, and while my tummy had been feeling uncomfortable for most of the morning, I got on that interactive bike and the treadmill. I had to do a brisk walk most of the time but surprisingly my tummy didn't hurt at all when I jogged.

Also, when I went to weigh myself, I got down to 188! That's three pounds less from when I weighed in on the 12th, and my goal date is the 26th, in three days. I should keep it up and remember to watch my portions and stuff.

As promised...

I promised I'd put a pic of me up here, whether people actually read my blog or not, since I'm well past 100 views now.

This picture was taken on March 7th, and I had gotten my hair trimmed earlier that day.

I'm not showing a 'before' picture.

As you can see, I'm round in the face, and though the angle is really bad, I do have arm fat.

I've noticed that in the last couple of days, I've sub/consciously ate less.

Meaning, I had fair sized portions on my plate and I ate just enough to fill me up, or at least satisfy me until I could have a snack later.

Yay?

Went to the rec yesterday with Somayah. Weighed in at 191 lbs. That's really a pound more from my last weigh in before Spring Break, so it's not bad like I thought. I guess the decrease in eating at home helped me not to gain as much weight as I thought.

But I still want to work on getting back into the 180s.

Is there anyone that reads this??

If so, I'm curious. This, and my other blog, is mostly for myself and a place to store my thoughts and feelings. I'm thinking of putting a picture up of myself soon whether people really read this or not, but I just wondered if someone was on the other side of this blog...

If I could find a way to sever the link between food and my emotions, I'd cut it in a heartbeat.

I want something greasy, hot, fried, flavorful and BAD FOR ME right now.

I'm suddenly very sad and lethargic...

To be completely honest...

I never did weigh myself last Friday, ahaha~

I was just too tired and exhausted from being anxious over my midterm that I decided to take a day of rest. I didn't even know when the rec would close so I decided to not worry about it.

And as expected, my eating habits now that I'm home for break have consisted of 3 substantial meals since being home starting Saturday, tons of fruit snacks, liquids, Thin Mints and snacking here and there.

No shame at all (yet).

Today is weigh-in day. After my Japanese class ends at 1:50, I'll grab some food and relax in my room while playing computer games. Around 3 or 3:30 I'll head on over to the rec to workout and see what my weight looks like.

I'm not too optimistic since I've been stressed out in the last few days, I've been eating junk (and drinking less water!), and my period came so I know I have the extra liquid weight...

But it's whatever. My weight will be my weight. As long as I didn't gain too much then I'll be okay.